Hiding when the track team runs by because I haven’t run seriously in three years and my dedication to not feeling ashamed of where and how I’ve ended up is not quite up to the challenge of talking to the guy who coached me while I was the most physically fit I’ve ever been in my life (like when I ran a 4K in 18:00 or 18:30. Ugh. ETA: Whoops, that’s supposed to come out as about a 7:30 mile.)